The Black Shark Sea
by Zhang Wei
I
Old Uncle Seven got a new boat and asked Cao Mang to join him and
go out fishing. Cao Mang was considering to offer.
It was just at the beginning of autumn and the weather was still
very hot. Cao Mang had on a pair of short pants which exposed his
long, round, ruddy-black legs. He was nineteen years old. His face
was also ruddy-black and rough. He wasn't much of a talker and this
led people to imagine that all his brute strength was pent up in
the muscles of those legs of his. They truly were a pair beguiling
legs. It was perhaps because of his legs that Old Uncle Seven regarded
Cao Mang so highly.
Old Uncle Seven had the courage to take on big challenges. Sometimes
people even considered that he was reckless. But afterwards, on
careful hind-thought, you had to admit that in everything that he
had done, he had been extremely clever. Before embarking on an endeavour
he would always coolly and calmly calculate everything out. So he
had never met with failure. However, everyone was discussing this
new boat of his and the conclusion was that Old Uncle Seven was
sure to meet with failure this time.
He had spent several thousand dollars to buy that boat. With the
necessary nets and equipment, especially the so-called "seine net"
which was so expensive to make, he had spent close to ten thousand
dollars. Most of that had been borrowed, But that seine net was
a fantastic contraption for catching fish! When it was cast into
the ocean currents it became like a labyrinth just waiting to catch
big fish! Nonetheless, anyone who took so much money out into that
ocean of roiling waves still faced an inexpressible danger. Most
significantly, his was the first new boat to be seen on the sea
shore in a dozen or more years!
There had, of course, been many boats before, all belonging to
the commune. They had caught a few fish and killed a few people.
Even though very good crops could be grown on the plain by the seashore,
people stubbornly insisted on running off to the sea. This was a
constant source of the greatest annoyance for the higher level leadership.
Once, a fishing boat run into trouble in the infamous region known
as the Black Shark Sea. Many souls had been lost, among them, the
famous stalwart, Cao De (Cao Mang's father). This finally brought
people to their senses. They all vowed never to go out fishing again.
For the last year or two, aside from growing their crops, the people
who lived by the sea had engaged in some most interesting vocations-.
sugarcoating hawthorn apples to sell, and twisting moxa grass into
rope to sell. The pits of the sour dates which grew by the seaside
could also be sold for profit. But Old Uncle Seven would have nothing
to do with these things, he bought a boat. Everyone stared at him
with silent eyes. In their hearts they all knew that there was no
way that Uncle Seven and his family could sail that kind of boat
by themselves. Uncle Seven was a worthy seaman and he had two sons.
But those two sons of his, so skinny and weak as they were, were
no use. He had to find someone else to join them. But deep down,
everybody was firmly admonishing themselves: Never join them.
If they had known what Uncle Seven was thinking at the time, they
wouldn't have bothered to admonish themselves. Uncle Seven hadn't
for a moment considered inviting any of them. He had his mind set
on only one person: Cao Mang.
When people found this out they all heaved a deep sigh of relief.
Whoever joined in on that boat would have to assume the heavy, ten
thousand dollar financial burden with the ill-fated Old Uncle Seven.
They would have to do battle with roiling sea together with him,
and very possibly die together with him. Cao Mang was only nineteen,
he still hadn't taken a wife. He was a strong, yet unseasoned young
fellow. This was quite simply taking advantage of him.
Cao Mang didn't share this view. He said nothing, listened to some
of the discussions people were having, then walked, unperturbed,
from the main street to his home,. His black, exposed legs looked
spring-like, and as he walked, the soles of his feet left deep cavities
in the dirt. He thought to himself; Old Uncle Seven must think very
well of me.
Although that is what he was thinking, he didn't immediately agree
to join up. He told Uncle Seven that he wanted to give it a good
thinking over. And Uncle Seven didn't press him to consent right
away either. This was no trivial matter! Cao Mang was a bay who
genuinely had ideas of his own. Returning home, he lay down on his
kang,' resting his head on the palms of his hands. He thought for
several hours in a row, but he still couldn't make up his mind.
That night the moon was shining and his room was filled with a
dim yellow glow. Cao Mang felt a little downcast so he jumped down
from the kang and walked around in His wooden sandals made a clacking
sound on the surface of the ground. His room seemed really empty
and cavernous. Cao Mang thought it would be good if only there were
someone to talk it over with. He didn't remember how his mother
had died; his father had died amid the chaotic reefs of the Black
Shark Sea. It had been a horrible death, he still remembered that.
From that time onwards he had lived by himself in this sturdy house,
doing his own cooking. Nobody came to talk to him in their spare
time, and he didn't have much worth saying himself...would he be
unable to board that boat? This, Cao Mang thought, was a tough one.
If he agreed, it was possible that his whole life would be given
over to the great ocean.
He decided to find someone to talk it over with tomorrow.
Usually Cao Mang didn't visit this person much. In fact, there
was every reason why he should have become closer to him, but because
he was slightly afraid of him, he didn't often go to his place.
That man was his father, Cao De's best friend. After Cao De died,
he was the person most naturally in line to take care of Cao Mang.
He was called "Old Ge," and he was an old man. Only a few years
back he had finally retired from one of the Ministry of Ocean's
ships and returned to live. He had been the Captain of that ship
and had returned only after suffering a stroke. Because he had spent
his whole life at sea, his temperament and appearance were somewhat
unusual. So Cao Mang had an inexpressible sense of dread for him,
He no longer had the use of half of his body and his speech was
slurred. All the same, when it came to boats and the sea, no one
on the sea coast spoke with as much authority Besides that, Cao
Mang felt that, with his father gone, he ought to listen to Old
Ge. If the old man had said "go," then no matter what, he would
have to go.
The next day Cao Mang found himself caught in a new dilemma: to
go and see Old Ge or not?
In the end, Cao Mang went to see Old Ge.
The old captain was at home reading a book. He read while lying
down, Cao Mang looked at the cover of the book and could tell that
it was a book about whaling. Beside the pillow was another book,
but the title was too odd and he couldn't make it out. On the cover
was a picture of two muscular men having a fist fight. Old Ge flipped
several pages, then picked up the fist fighting book as though he
hadn't seen his visitor. Only after Cao Mang called out, "Old Ge,"
did he slowly sit up.
Old Ge was very thin and was wearing a white shirt with a wide
collar which left his hard, purplish chest exposed. He already had
very few teeth left, and his mouth was sucked in tightly. This unexpectedly
made him look very obstinate. His eyeballs were yellowed but extremely
bright. As he stared at Cao Mang, it was as if he were piercing
him with a pair of awls. His back was severely hunched and his head
hung down, but at that moment he straightened stiffly to look at
Cao Mang. Cao Mang said: "Uncle Ge ... Old Uncle Seven wants to
take me on his boat ... but, but I'm afraid that something will
happen. want to hear what you have to say!......
"Huh?!" The old captain had listened attentively at first, then
issued a garbled bellow.
"Old Uncle Seven wants to take me...Cao Mang repeated,
"You...The old captain started to cough. He coughed violently until
his face turned purple. Cao Mang was standing too close and could
see several scars on his face shaking, so he took a step back in
fright.
As the old captain coughed his voice became more garbled still.
Cao Mang was virtually unable to make out a single word. Mesmerized,
his eyes followed a couple of the broken teeth in that sucked-in
mouth, But the old captain's eyes had never left his, and Cao Mang
was discomfited by their piercing, awl-like gaze. It was as though
the old man had suddenly become angry. His chest heaved up and down
at the It was as same time as he continued to cough violently.
Cao Mang couldn't make out a thing, and he was a little frightened.
His face flushed as he stammered a few words and withdrew from the
old man's room,
He regretted going to ask the old captain...On the shore, Old Uncle
Seven and his two son's were gathered around the new boat. Cao Mang
walked over.
Old Uncle Seven greeted him enthusiastically and made him sit down
on the boat's gunwale. The boat was so new, everywhere it gave off
the scent of tung oil. Oic Uncle Seven's two sons worked bare chested,
busying themselves filling a small crack with caulking. As Uncle
Seven smoked his pipe he said; "Come on, we'll be the first Old
boat to put to sea. There's nothing to worry about..."
Cao Mang ran his hand over the gunwale but didn't reply.
"You shouldn't keep thinking about your dad, nothing like that's
gonna happen. There's weather reports. and besides, it's a new boat,
and after a year we'll fit some more equipment. I'm not bluffin'ya!"
Uncle Seven fixed his eyes on Cao Mang as he spoke.
The two skinny sons piped in as well; "Come on, Brother Mang! The
boat, the nylon nets, they're brand spanking new..."
Cao Mang said; "I've still got to think about it some more, okay?"
II
Old Uncle Seven waited patiently for Cao Mang to get aboard the
boat. He always slept in the newly built fish store by the shore,
guarding his beautiful boat. The villagers who came to see his boat
all thought it was beautiful, and they also all considered it was
ill-fated.
And Cao Mang never came. So Old Uncle Seven decided to hang up
the seine net for now and go out into the shallow waters with his
two sons to set the drift net.
The three of them rowed the boat out to sea.
The water in the shallows was a seductive blue and the ripples
were so gentle. When the spray from the oars soaked them it felt
wonderful. Strands and strands of seaweed, flock after flock of
sea gulls. When the gulls flew over the boat you could see their
snowy white bellies. The two sons were very happy, they puffed out
their cheeks and greeted the gulls with high-pitched whistles. For
Old Uncle Seven, the first time at sea was very important, but he
suppressed the excitement at the bottom of his heart. When he saw
his sons behaving the way the were he was slightly unhappy.
"Set the net!" he shouted.
His sons cast in the net. He rowed hard, watching the tiny whirlpools
created by the tips of the oars, and the strings of small, very
white bubbles rising from the brine. The great sea was too still,
like someone smiling maliciously. Uncle Seven uttered not a word
as he went about his work. He had things on his mind. It had been
more than a dozen years since he last was tossed about on the sea
and yet today all of his feelings and impressions lacked a sense
of the genuine...His younger son clumsily pulled on the ropes controlling
the net. His back was bent over by exertion and his vertebra protruded
like some broken old bow. He picked up the floats with his hands
and arduously tried to untangle the iron rings on the bottom of
the net. His brother came over to help, thrusting his rump in the
air with the effort, his small, torn trousers loomed directly before
his father's face. No matter how much sun they got his legs were
never tanned enough, a greyish hue showed through their whiteness
and a purple vein crept down from the top of his thigh. Uncle Seven
shouted out; "Give it a little slack, the current'll pull it out."
As he called out he thought to himself that he hadn't done well
by these two son's of his: They had grown to this age and they still
hadn't eaten a good meal of fish! They had been fortunate enough
to be born by the sea, but because their father didn't have the
guts, they hadn't eaten fish. There was once that he had caught
a few loaches off the bank of the Luqing River. He fried them up
in the wok and let his son's fight over them...Uncle Seven's gaze
moved from his sons to the fine looking plastic net floats bobbing
in a line behind the boat.
After the drift net had been set they set out the small black flags
which were required by seafaring rules to mark each section of the
net. Then they rowed back.
The tide was going out, so they had to get out and push the boat
over the shoals in the shallower places. For a while, after the
three of them, father and sons, pushed the boat up onto one shoal,
they didn't feel like going to shore. They lay on their backs in
the shallow water and let the water sprinkle fine golden sand over
them. The sun baked everything hot and, like many pairs of small
soft hands, the current flowed warmly over and under their bodies,
lightly caressing them as it passed. It had been a long time since
Old Uncle Seven had had this kind of sensation. He happily set his
beard in motion, letting the breath flowing from his nostrils blow
aside the water and sand which slowly flowed over his face.
When he turned to look towards the north his face immediately tensed
up. Behind a layer of mist he could vaguely make out a black shadow
like two banks of dark clouds failing into the sea. The black shadow
grew larger and larger and exposed itself as a dark reef on the
face of the tide: It was like a huge shark which had run aground.
Old Uncle Seven closed his eyes and, as if talking to himself,
yet at the same time talking to his sons, said: "That's where Cao
De died. That's the Black Shark Sea. From ancient times it's been
a dangerous place, and the place where the big fish are. A lot of
people died that time. They drown, or froze to death, and some were
frightened to death...One day I want to put my seine net down over
there."
The two boys stared at their father's face but didn't speak...
As dark began to fall they started to go and bring up the drift
net.
The tide was in and the wind had blown up. As the boat was thrown
about by the sea the two youngsters kept falling down until their
arms and legs were covered with black and blue bruises. Droplets
of water hung from Old Uncle Seven's face as he grimly worked the
oar. When he saw one of his sons crawling on the bow of the boat
he took a steel boat hook, hooked it in his son's belt and yanked
him up. He said; "This is pretty good weather, it's still fishing
weather."
The small black flags attached to the drift net waved back and
forth in the wind. They seemed to be signaling to their boat. The
two youngsters had just spotted the flags when they started to throw
up. It suddenly turned colder, raising goose bumps all over the
brother's bodies and forcing them to hunch their shoulders. A gull
flying above them started to laugh uproariously as though overcome
with joy.
It was as if Old Uncle Seven's foot was glued to the gunwale. He
remembered going out to sea once a dozen or more years ago. Then
he was still a hardy young man who feared nothing, but the last
time that he went to sea had left him with seemingly unending regrets.
It was a winter's morning when he, along with two old men, had
gone out to take up the last drift net. They wore padded cotton
jackets with a layer of rain gear over them. The waves were very
high. Whitecaps broke all around the boat, issuing a them. The waves
were very high. Whitecaps broke all around the boat, issuing a sound
that seemed like laughter: "Ha, hahaha..." The crew were all accustomed
to the sea's cold laughter and sat there as though nothing were
amiss ... then they started bringing up the net. It wouldn't be
long before that net would be rotting in the corner of some storehouse
in any case, for it was the last time it was taken out to sea. They
were all lazily going about their work. Suddenly they pulled out
a huge creature with black spots all over its body. They were completely
unprepared and fumbled around for a time looking for the wooden
club. He recalled that this exceptionally large creature scraped
itself over the gunwale, rubbing off a few scales as big as five-cent
pieces, then it started to flop around violently. It leapt so high
that it genuinely startled them. If it hadn't been tangled in the
net it would have leapt straight back into the sea! He wrapped his
arms around it as if holding a chubby child, but he could tell that
this was an old fish. He released it from the net and as he was
very close to it, he could see how viciously it looked at him, its
teeth biting together so hard they made a sound. When it opened
its mouth wide he could smell the oppressive stench. Just as he
called to the two older men on the boat, the fish started writhing
in his arms. Its twisting made him fall to the deck. Then it began
leaping about until it leapt back into the waves ...
That last time at sea had to be considered highly inauspicious.
Old Uncle Seven rowed the boat, still regretting what had happened
more than a dozen years ago. Later he figured out the reason for
his failure. He knew that the problem was that it had been his "last
time." Everyone has a last time for doing anything, but you shouldn't
think that this one is that last time. Only then can you keep the
strength and determination concentrated in the fingers on your hands.
And that way, even the toughest beast needn't think about trying
to escape from your arms like that one had.
"Black flags. we're at the drift net!" His sons shouted.
Old Uncle Seven's eyes opened up as round as saucers; " Open the
hatch!" he shouted, putting down the oars and standing on the deck
with his legs apart.
The net was slowly hauled up. liang fish, flounders, and Spanish
mackerel with the net caught in their mouths, swished their snowy-bright
tails around. The three of them were overjoyed. Uncle Seven grunted
an "Ah, ah ah" sound as he pulled out he fish and muttered to himself:
"...the liang fish dies in the "pincers," the flounder dies on the
"hook,"---Those things have a mouth like a hook. When it gets hooked
on the net it can't get away! Look, this is a black-skinned knife
fish,, its a real nasty one, you just touch it and it gets mad as
hell ... Watch out for the puffer fish! It's got a fearsome mouth..."
Old Uncle Seven was beside himself with joy, and his beard was covered
with flashing fish scales. He couldn't even tell the size of the
fish anymore, he was so excited by this this first catch that he
couldn't focus properly.
The two brothers took out the fish and then lowered the net back
into the sea. The youngest son stood with his legs apart, but he
didn't dare stand on the bow because he always fell. When he fell,
the fish took advantage of the situation and escaped. Uncle Seven
was at once anxious and excited as he shouted sharply; "Hey! Hey!"
The net slid up and over the top of the gunwale.as though it were
being produced from the hull of the boat. Uncle Seven was concerned
that the boat was moving too fast and overrunning the net He was
afraid that the hull would rip the net, so he worked the oar at
the stern of the boat for all he was worth. Just then something
pitch black slowly protruded out of the water. It was as shiny and
smooth as an inflated rubber inner tube, bulging and round. The
brothers hollered in alarm when they made out that it was the back
of a great fish. When the big fish came out of the water it's white
belly flashed It made a gurgling sound and started to jump.
Old Uncle Seven immediately ran up to it, but unfortunately the
boat pitched abruptly sending him sprawling. As he scrambled up
he shouted to them: "Use your fingers, don't use your arms..." But
the two brothers were already wrapping their arms around it and
using their fists to pound on its skull. But the time Old Uncle
Seven had picked himself up the great fish had already ripped the
boy's flesh and angrily leapt back into the surf.
"You should use your fingers." Old Uncle Seven told them in a low,
sympathetic voice as he squatted on the deck. He felt greatest pity
for them. He thought the boat should have someone on board, it should
have Cao Mang! The very first time that Cao Mang went to sea he
knew to use his fingers. In a few seconds he would have clubbed
the fish's skull with a wooden club.
The boat really should have Cao Mang aboard.
III
Cao Mang had a good sleep. It had been several nights since he
had slept. He first heard the sound of the ocean tide, then he thought
of that boat. He knew long ago that Old Uncle Seven and his two
sons had pushed the boat out to sea, and that is what had made him
lose sleep at night.
When he couldn't sleep he often thought of Old Ge's words. He hadn't
really made them out that day because since his stroke the old captain's
speech had become garbled and unclear, and on top of that he coughed
constantly. But he had clearly seen that face flushed beet-red and
covered with moles that trembled as he coughed. The old captain
was obviously angry, he didn't understand why, nor did he dare to
ask. If there was anyone left on the sea coast who Cao Mang feared,
it had to be Old Captain Ge. He also feared his father, but his
father couldn't control him anymore.
When Old Ge had retired and come back, the village leader had recommended
that Cao Mang should take him into his home to live together. Although
Cao Mang feared him, he looked upon him as someone who was like
a father. He had gone to invite him, but the old captain wouldn't
leave his house for anything. He shouted garbled threats, pounded
the ground with his black pepper wood walking stick and waved his
hands wildly. Seeing his firm refusal, Cao Mang returned to his
own sturdy, spacious big house.
Old Ge's temperament was just too strange. None of the villagers
dared get close to him and he never had anything to do with them.
He grew a few vegetables by himself and when he had nothing else
to do he lay on his bed and read. People said-, He never took a
wife his entire life, and he lived on the ocean, it's just natural
that he's odd. Because of the special relationship between him and
Cao De, Cao Mang always went to see the old captain as a matter
of courtesy. This just made people look at Cao Mang strangely. They
all seemed to feel that any youngster who dared to have odd. Mang
strangely. They all seemed to feel that any youngster who dared
to have dealings with that kind of old man must be a little strange
himself. In fact, Cao Mang and the old man seldom had any emotional
interaction. He didn't like to talk himself, and the old captain
also refused to utter a word. Even when the old captain sometimes
did say a very few words, the couldn't be understood. On holidays
he might send him a chicken or some apples, but the old man would
only use his walking stick to point to the window ledge for him
to put them there.
It could be said that at that moment Cao Mang had arrived at a
fork in the road of his life. In recent years the village had become
very lively as everyone was boldly going into business. But he still
hadn't decided what he should do. Should he go aboard the boat?
It was altogether too heavy a matter for him. He needed to mull
over the words of the old captain, and even more he needed to form
his own opinion. He was nineteen.
In the morning he aimlessly left his house and walked out onto
the street. It was still early and people were all just standing
around. He deliberately lowered his head and watched his own legs
and feet. After walking for awhile he raised his head once again
and let the sun shine down on that roughhewn face. obstinacy about
him, this was something everyone could see.
Suddenly someone shouted out and everyone looked off in one direction.
Cao Mang could see that there was someone walking towards them with
the morning sun at his back. He couldn't see clearly, but when he
looked more closely, he could make out that it was Old Uncle Seven.
He was carrying a long, thin, very springy bamboo pole over his
shoulder. On the end of the pole were tied two plump sea perch.
Old Uncle Seven had deliberately placed the thick end of the pole
over his shoulder so that the fish pulled the tip into a comical
bow.
Cao Mang was stupefied as he watched that pair of beautiful perch.
He knew that Old Uncle Seven must have just caught them. People
on both sides of the street looked enviously at him and at his fish.
But he just held his pole tightly and walked onwards.
Old Uncle Seven hadn't actually seen Cao Mang. But Cao Mang was
drawn in and followed along behind him.
He made several turns and then stood in front of a small house.
Cao Mang was struck dumb; could it be the old captain's house? He
stared as Uncle Seven took the fish off the pole, held them high
in his hands, then pushed open the door and went in.
This was the only time when Old Captain Ge was not lying down reading.
Rather, he seemed to have had some kind of premonition, for he was
sitting on a large reed stool in the middle of the little courtyard.
Behind him was an impressive iron-bark elm tree. When he saw Old
Uncle Seven coming bearing fish, he gleefully stroked is black pepper
wood walking stick.
"Old Captain! I've put out to sea ... these two fish are just a
small token of respect!" Old Uncle Seven was half squatting, looking
very serious.
The old captain smiled and nodded his head, then he had Old Uncle
Seven place the fish beside him.
Uncle Seven said; "in past I couldn't buy a boat, but now it's
possible. What Dot to fear? I am determined to take this boat out
to sea..."
Old Ge opened his yellow eyes wide and moved about with great effort,
looking very agitated. He said over and over: "Ah, huh. You!..."
As he spoke he started to cough hard, turning his face a deep purplish
red and making all his wrinkles and scars shake.
Cao Mang had been standing in the doorway the whole time, but now
he couldn't help stepping in.
Old Uncle Seven happily called to him, but Old Ge acted as though
he hadn't seen anyone enter.
Old Ge invited Old Uncle Seven to stay and have some wine and Uncle
Seven agreed. He picked up the fish and was about to put them away
when he casually said to the old captain; "Why don't you let Cao
Mang stay and have a drink too!" Who would have imagined that no
sooner had the words left his mouth than the old captain finally
stood up. With difficulty he took a step forward and rapped Cao
Mang on the leg with his walking stick. He angrily started to yell-
"You!... (cough, cough! cough...)"
"Uncle Ge, I..." Cao Mang plucked up his courage and shouted as
he fixed his piercing stare on the yellow eyes of the old captain.
His legs were like two stone pillars planted firmly in the earth
beneath his feet.
The old captain returned his stare, his mouth hung open, exposing
two half-broken teeth which weren't willing to fall out just yet.
The deep wrinkles all over his face grew animated. From his neck
to his chest there was a diagonal scar --- It was as if Cao Mang
had just then discovered that scar for the first time. He could
see it trembling and flashing. Cao Mang was flustered and retreated
a step, stammering, then he turned face and walked away.
Old Uncle Seven had been standing there all along, holding the
perch, uncomprehending...
Cao Mang left. He was sweating heavily.
As he neared the shore he saw that boat again --- The two brothers,
bare to the waist, were sitting on it pounding on something. He
avoided the boat and at some distance he took off his clothes.
He dove into the sea and swam deep below the surface for a very
long way. Afterwards he climbed back onto the shore, completely
covered with sand. The sun dried his body which issued all over
a layer of an oily substance which shone with a glow. He clasped
his hands over his face and the tears seeped through the gaps between
his fingers. Then he sat up and gazed at the black ocean water off
to the northeast. The secret hiding place of the spirit of the black
shark shoals was covered by a ring of fog. He stared at it gritting
his teeth. His father had died in that stretch of black ocean.
He still remembered what his father looked like. He was small and
thin, with a waxy yellow complexion, and when he spoke his voice
was very soft. He was the general director of the commune's fleet
of boats and, truth be told, people called him "The Little Tyrant."
When Cao Mang was very small his father took him out to sea. After
six months Cao Mang could swim a long distance from the boat, Once
the young Cao Mang had gone out on a sampan to inspect the nets.
The sampan capsized in the surf and he went missing overboard. Four
days later his father finally found him on a tiny shoal. His father
proudly told people: "This boy will never drown." From a very young
age Cao Mang knew that his life would be given to the sea. He never
applied himself at school and only thought about when he would be
able to go back to sea.
When Old Ge came back from the sea the first thing he did was to
seek out Cao Mang's father to have a drink. When his father spoke,
everyone, no matter who, had to shut up. But whenever Old Ge spoke,
his father would listen attentively. Old Ge wasn't tall, but he
was very muscular. In his younger days he had fought with some pirates
and killed three of them. Every time his father saw Old Ge off he
would turn to Cao Mang and say: "That's the only hero in this entire
village."
But later Cao Mang came to hate Old Ge. It was fall, not long after
his father had drown. Old Ge had come ashore and, eyes bloodshot,
had slept in Cao Mang's house. The next day he bought some chili
peppers for a snack and drank all the wine that his father had left
behind. That night Cao Mang was thinking of his father. His weeping
startle Old Ge out of his sleep. For that Cao Mang got a punch in
the face. Cao Mang must have forgotten that Old Ge had once killed
three pirates because he jumped up like a little panther and flung
himself at the old man. The result was that he got an even sounder
beating. He crawled back onto his bed. Despite the fact that Old
Ge was extremely regretful after he sobered up, Cao Mang still hated
him.
At the time Cao Mang was only nine years old. The night before
Old Ge was to put out to sea again he gave Cao Mang a severe talking
to: "Don't ever cry again! Study hard and at least finish high school!
I'll give you money for school every month. If you need money for
food or other things you can ask me for it. You can consider me
your father!"
Old Ge did what he said he would. Cao Mang grew up. He still had
a slight resentment of Old Ge, but more importantly, he had an inarticulate
fear of him. Probably, like all the other people who lived by the
sea, from the time his father died he had begun to distance himself
from the sea.
He distanced himself from the sea, but he never forgot it. When
the waves roar day and night no one can forget it. The great sea
is like a puzzle which can't be solved: The great sea is like a
wild horse which can never be tamed! His father had died in the
Black Shark Sea, but no one could say that his father wasn't a man
of iron; Old Captain Ge had been struck down by a stroke, he only
had two broken teeth left in his head, but he had killed three vicious
pirates and no one could say that he wasn't a man of iron as well.
Cao Mang was strong and he was tall, but he didn't believe that
he could every surpass those to men of iron. That's the way he looked
at it.
So, he hesitated. Should he go aboard Old Uncle Seven's boat or
not?
At that moment he felt wronged. It was because he couldn't make
out what the old captain was saying, and the old captain had gotten
so angry with him! It was the first boat after all, and it had no
small amount of allure. From the trembling lips of the old captain
he knew that there was much that he wanted to say. Old Ge just had
a very strange temperament and a good part of the strangeness was
due to his overbearing manner. Cao Mang thought again of the nasty
beating he had taken as a child. The sea waves flooded up the shore
with a surging sound and foam soaked his entire body. Countless
breakers shrugged up their shoulders, failing spectacularly over
the shore ... Cao Mang grasped a fistful of sand tightly, then pounded
hard on his sturdy legs. He stood up, put on his clothes, then walked
off with big strides.
Feeling slightly angry, he thought; why do I have to figure out
what Old Ge says after all? I'm nineteen years old, what do I think?
He stopped, then turned and looked at the string of deep footprints
which he had left on the beach. He said to himself; maybe I won't
be better than those two men of iron, but why can't I be a third
man of iron?!
IV
In the end, Old Uncle Seven's boat got its Cao Mang.
That early autumn would remain for a very long time in the memories
of the people on the coast. A dozen or more years ago they had bid
farewell to boats and sails, but now a new boat had stirred into
motion the desires and melancholy that still lingered in their hearts.
Old Uncle Seven had joined forces with Cao Mang, strong as an ox,
to work a boat. That boat washed a disturbing air of vitality into
the lives of the people. For so many years now the people had been
trained like some shy young bride, so they felt now small amount
of shock when confronted with resolute, stern courage, and a valiant
masculine will to press forward undaunted. When Old Uncle Seven's
two sons saw Cao Mang aboard the boat they were even happier than
Uncle Seven himself. Cao Mang was stern faced and didn't talk much,
but simply for them to see that ruggedness, and the dark, ruddy
complexion of his face gave them strength. They were all certain
that Cao Mang could never fear the ocean surf.
To begin with, they continued as before to set the drift net in
the swallow waters close to shore. Each catch was about the same.
The fish weren't too big, or too numerous. There were hardly any
long hairtail fish. They once caught two finless eels. A couple
of days later they pulled them out of the hold and they were still
lashing their tails around. They were fish with a tremendously strong
will to live. The bighead fish had a perennial smiles on their faces
and even when they were hauled onto the deck they still gaily flung
their great heads around. But there were no beguiling sea perch,
or Spanish mackerel with their grey stripes which, once out of the
water, looked like a steel knife. Every time Old Uncle Seven hauled
up the nets he shook his head with regret.
They also tried using the fine meshed net. The result was that
they came up with so many small catfish, sardines and clump after
clump of seaweed. Almost all of those had to be given back to the
sea. Old Uncle Seven said; "I want to go over there and let out
the seine net-- -That net cost me a few thousand bucks. When a big
fish gets into it, its just like they ran into a maze! But the thing
is, that thing can't stand a heavy wind. If you get a force six
or seven wind you have to take it up, its a damn nuisance.
Cao Mang gazed out at that stretch of black ocean without saying
a word.
Old Uncle Seven lowered his voice: "if you want to catch big fish
you have to go over there."
Cao Mang nodded his head: "Tomorrow let's load up the seine net!"
The next day they put a sail on the boat and, as planned, made
for that stretch of black ocean.
Such a mysterious stretch of ocean! A stretch of ocean that held
within it endless fearful tales! At that moment it was a pure greenish
blue; smooth, without a ripple. It was transparent, like a liquid,
yet densely concentrated green crystal. There were no fragments
of whitecaps, and the boat slid along on a substance as soft and
sleek as velvet. The atmosphere there didn't have the same fetid
smell as that near the coast, in fact it had a strangely clear fragrance
seeming to have become very approachable. ,. Not far away, the sun
smiled at them, There, its hands would never be scalding hot, nor
would it ever tear the skin from the backs of all those swarthy,
sunburned fishermen. There, it was the true ocean breeze of September
which stirred. The boat was not tossed, and people need not blink.
Since Cao Mang hadn't said anything the whole way Old Uncle Seven
remained silent. His two sons looked at each other trying hard to
suppress the excitement they felt deep in their hearts. Very quickly
they were able to make out the strange rock which looked like a
shark. The wind started to freshen a little. The seabirds which
landed on the shoals cried sharply. at The hull of the boat, for
some unknown reason, always trembled slightly and those on board
finally felt the swift flowing of the ocean currents.
They very soon began to lower the anchors. These huge iron anchors
were the roots of the seine net. If a strong wind came and they
took up the seine net, they would still leave behind its roots.
After the wind passed they could very quickly secure the net back
to the same roots ... As Old Uncle Seven worked he chewed on his
empty pipe, so that when he wanted to say something he just made
a nasal grunting sound. He pointed out to sea with his pipe. The
three young men all saw a small shark shyly swimming around the
floats of the newly set seine net...
Cao Mang worked without uttering a word. With the skin on his face
drawn tightly he hauled on the ropes or let down the anchors all
day, biting his lips and letting out stifled grunts. He stood with
his foot on the gunwale of the boat and it trembled under his step.
The four of them worked all day without rest and as the sun was
setting in the west the seine net was finally set!...
As Old Uncle Seven's boat plunged into the Black Shark Sea the
people in the village all looked at each other, but very soon they
were all exclaiming in amazement.
A brand new boat with its billowing white sail charged off, time
and again, to the northeast. There they took the fish which had
entered the "labyrinth" and put them in the hold of the boat! This
was nothing short of miraculous. The great mackerel with their black
backs, yellow croakers, black-skinned knife fish... all were meekly
transported to the shore. The people in the village all clicked
their tongues.
They didn't know how much the four of them had to struggle.
The boat sailed into that stretch of black sea. Four naked backs
shone under the sun's rays. Fish plucked from the net also shone
on the deck. They flopped about, struggling for all they were worth,
their razor sharp fins cutting into the feet of the fishermen. The
fish here were huge and had amazing strength, especially if they
had just swum into the net. Then, pulling them out of the net was
a life and death struggle. Old Uncle Seven clenched his teeth around
his empty pipe. In front of him were those thick, dark legs of Cao
Mang. The mesh of the net, drenched with water, constantly tightened
around those legs, but the legs never budged. They were truly like
a pair of steel pillars. Cao Mang could haul up twelve sections
of net in no time, without even straightening his back. The great
fish would slap his face with their tails as he took their gills
firmly between his thumb and forefinger and pressed them to the
deck. The fish gnashed their chisel-like teeth but could never bite
Cao Mang's fingers. As they fell to the deck they would bite hard
into the belly of another great fish. Cao Mang often just kicked
the fish into the hold as the two brothers sighed in amazement.
The deck was covered with fish blood, scales and sticky slime.
Once Old Uncle Seven's younger son slipped and fell, knocking out
one of his teeth on the gunwale. At some point Old Uncle Seven's
pipe had been flung into the sea. ..
They kept fishing all the way up to Mid-Autumn festival, but they
hadn't had to take the net up very often.
After Mid-Autumn festival the wind chilled and the waves got bigger,so
the number of times they had to take up the net and seek cover from
the wind gradually increased. The four of them were so tired that
their backs felt like they would break, and they were all obviously
thinner. Old Uncle Seven had seriously considered taking the seine
net out for a bit of a break, but as soon as the winds went down
they would take the net and secure it to the roots again.
Just like so many fishermen, they were waiting for a catch of even
more big fish, but their waiting led them to disaster.
That day there had been no report of a change in the weather. Old
Uncle Seven was leaning against the asphalt siding outside the shop,
smoking. As he knocked out the bowl of his pipe he glanced at the
sky and discovered a strange cloud formation. He immediately bounded
inside and called to Cao Mang and his two sons to go out to sea
to take out the seine net.
The net was soon almost all out and it still wasn't dark. but the
sky to the northwest had grown so purple. As Old Uncle Seven looked
at it his hands trembled slightly. Of course the last section of
net couldn't be hauled out --- somehow the undertow had managed
to shift the position of the well-secured roots and the foot of
the net had caught on the jagged reefs! When Old Uncle Seven figured
all of this out a cold sweat immediately broke over his face. He
hesitated for awhile, then wiped the beads of sweat from his face
and said: "Cut the net..."
To throw away half a length of net just didn't feel right! Cao
Mang shook his head.
The dusk was beginning to fall. The two brothers said; "Mang, if
we don't go now we'll run into the wind."
Cao Mang bit his lip as he fixed his stare on that stretch sea
which had turned black. With a grim expression he said: "So let's
run into it."
Old Uncle Seven leapt up furiously; "You blackguard, cut the net
and let's get out of here!"
Cao Mang held his grim expression.
Old Uncle Seven shot a look to his two boys and they immediately
grabbed Cao Mang by the waist and held him. Cao Mang gave an angry
cry and spread open his legs, instantly casting the boys onto the
deck. Then he turned and jumped into the water. After a long time
his head appeared out of the water and he shouted: "My father died
out here, right here on these jagged reefs!" When he was finished
speaking his jet black hair flashed in the water and he disappeared.
Old Uncle Seven's to sons started to cry. Uncle Seven shouted:
"Shut up!"
Afterwards Cao Mang showed his head above the water twice but he
didn't get back aboard the boat. When he dove down under the water
again a trail of blood appeared on the surface of the water. When
Old Uncle Seven saw that he quickly jumped into the water.
The two brothers began shouting, their voices filled with utter
terror.
After staying down for a time, Cao Mang floated back to the surface.
His body was covered with cuts and the water around him immediately
turned red. Old Uncle Seven also floated to the surface and grabbed
hold of Cao Mang to pull him over to the boat. The two brothers
and their father placed Cao Mang on the deck of the boat. There
were so many cuts on his body they couldn't count them all. Some
were deep and some more superficial, and they were still oozing
blood. The brothers stretched out his bloodied legs and could see
that one of his toes had been bitten off by something and on the
soul of his foot was a deep, black hole.
Old Uncle Seven wept.
With a hoarse voice he shouted: "Cut the net! Let's get out of
here!"
Cao Mang still wanted to clamber up. But he as he reached out his
hand to try to take the knife from the two brothers he passed out.
The net was cut. The boat started back. Old Uncle Seven told his
two sons: "The net as really was caught on the reef. The cuts on
Cao Mang's body were opened up by the barnacles on the reef. He
may have run into a shark as well..."
The dusk had come. Great swells appeared, one closely following
the other.
Old Uncle Seven never stopped shouting at his sons, but the roar
of the ocean drown out the sound of his voice. Suddenly it was as
if the hull of the boat had fallen into a narrow alleyway. The walls
were made of water; soft, terrifying walls which could collapse
at any time. Their boat was struggling. They could hear the groaning
sounds of its bones. After awhile they had no choice but to trail
one of the drift nets out into the sea to stabilize the pitching
boat...
On the shore, people lit a huge fire for them, and they could see
the shadows moving about by the fire. The two brothers fought with
the rudder. Old Uncle Seven shouted; "Keep your eyes up. Don't let
the boat turn sideways and broach!:"
The big fire was only about half a mile away from them. The two
brothers joyfully started crying out. But Old Uncle Seven lay motionless
on the deck listening. When he heard a sound like; "Woo --- Boo!"
he said in despair: "The onshore waves are 'hard chime breakers.'
It's no good, we won't be able to get close to the shore!"...
V
Old Ge's illness had become more serious in the last few days.
Everyone went to his little house and watched his laboured breathing.
He didn't like people, but he no longer had the strength to chase
them away.
That day around nightfall an unusually heavy wind had blown up,
making the ocean roar especially loudly. People suddenly remembered
Old Uncle Seven's boat and ran to the sea shore to watch for it.
Old Ge slipped into a deep sleep as he lay curled up in his room
by himself. In his dreams he was fighting with an enormous shark.
He won a difficult victory, losing a leg in the process. When he
woke up he pulled hard on that leg, but no matter how hard he pulled,
it wouldn't move. That leg was part of the half of his body that
had not been affected by the stroke. He imagined that it was because
the shark had bitten it off --- that vicious beast! He had pounded
it into submission with his fists, shattering its skull! The old
captain laboriously opened his mouth to breathe, and smiled to himself
in the dark shadows.
He suddenly heard a strange sound. It was very loud and intermittent.
For awhile he listened intently and what he heard was the thunder
of the ocean. He said to himself; "The beast is angry again! It's
howling again!" With all his strength he tried to get up, but just
wasn't able to manage it. After failing down several times he was
finally able to sit up ... The room was as empty as a tomb, everyone
was gone. All of a sudden he remembered that they had been talking
about the boat while they were there, then they all ran off together.
Eventually he was able to make out the hoarse roar of the "hard
chime breakers." He reached out and groped around for his walking
stick. No sooner did he make a move than he fell heavily from the
bed. Yet he still reached out and groped around again...
On the shore people were still throwing wood onto the fire. The
sky was gradually beginning to lighten, but the boat had still not
gotten near the shore. The men on the boat had struggled with all
their strength all night long, and they could have been swallowed
by the great breakers at any time. But they still wouldn't let the
boat broach, nor would they let it get too close to the "hard chime
breakers."---That kind of wave would toss the boat upwards, then
cast it heavily back into the deepest trough between the waves.
The people on the shore shouted to them. The chaotic sounds of their
voices were filled with fear and concern.
In the meantime there was a dark figure moving ever so slowly towards
the bonfire.
Because he moved so slowly it was daybreak by the time that he
arrived at the fire. As soon as people saw him they were startled
--- Old Captain Ge! A lot of people looked at him but couldn't believe
their eyes. They took a couple of steps backwards and started to
murmur in amazement. How could this man who had not long ago been
lying on his bed gasping for breath have made his way to the beach
all on his own!?
It was as if some divine force was helping him. For a time they
all just gazed at him with eyes wide, but no one could speak. When
he walked it, was truly a huge effort, with both hands clinging
to the walking stick, he edged forward, little by little. His small
yellow eyes were frighteningly bright, but he didn't look at anyone,
fixing his eyes only on the ocean waves and the boat that struggled
in their midst. When people went up and tried to hold him up he
didn't budge. When they wanted to pull him along his sharp, commanding
voice forced them to retreat.
"You! Ah, ah, oh ... cough! Cough, cough..."
The old captain began to shout orders towards the ocean, his voice
was so loud it seemed as though it could not have been his own.
His face flushed purplish red as his coat flapped open, allowing
everyone to see his long, bright scar.
On the boat Old Uncle Seven shouted towards the shore: "Old Captain
Ge ---- Old Captain---"
Old Ge started to bellow; his deep, dull voice sounded like claps
of thunder. Several of the people standing around him stepped back
in fear. He bellowed and raised his walking stick high into the
air with both hands, then pulled it violently back towards his chest.
Old Uncle Seven saw this clearly from the boat'and he ordered his
sons: "Pull up the drift net, pull it up onto the boat!"
Again Old Ge started bellowing and stamping his foot at the same
time. With great effort he took the walking stick and put it to
his head, then across his shoulders, and then pushed it forcefully
forwards to the right.
On the boat Old Uncle Seven ordered his sons: "Quickly, turn the
stern a little to the north, use the oar, hard!..."
Taking a half step to the west Old Captain Gs held the walking
stick in both hands and poked it towards the west. As he shouted
he leaned on the walking stick and inched laboriously to the west.
During this time everyone remained completely silent as they watched
the old captain. None of them could understand what it was that
he was shouting or what he was signaling. They just watched him
fearfully and respectfully.
The boat moved towards the west, angling over the waves as it shifted
forward with great difficulty.
People turned their backs on the old captain and walked to the
west also.
When the boat got to the mouth of the Luqing River it stopped.
At the mouth of the river the waves which rolled towards the shore
didn't encounter the resistance of the shallows, and those "hard
chime breakers" became much smaller! All of a sudden everyone understood
everything.
Old Uncle Seven motioned to his sons and they rowed the boat with
difficulty towards the shore. The boat was headed for the point
at which the river and the ocean converged. Just as they approached
a little closer, several strong men dashed in and helped them push
the boat up onto the beach ...
Seeing that, Old Captain Ge let go of the black pepper walking
stick and fell onto the bank of the river. Carrying the bloodied
Cao Mang, Old Uncle Seven sank down beside the old man and called
to him loudly. Everyone shouted: 'Captain" and "Uncle Ge"...The
old man lay face up and kept his eyes tightly closed. When everyone
crowded around him they could see all the scars, large and small,
of all different colours.
The surf was roaring. Cao Mang opened his eyes. When he saw the
old captain lying there, he climbed out of Old Uncle Seven's arms
... Eventually the old captain also opened his eyes. He placed his
hand on Cao Mang's blood-drenched leg and murmured something in
a very faint voice. Two crystalline tears flowed from the corners
of Cao Mang's eyes. When Old Uncle Seven told the old captain about
how Cao Mang had been injured the old man seemed to smile just slightly.
He nodded at Cao Mang, then nodded again. Old Uncle Seven turned
and said to Cao Mang;
"in the eyes of the Old Captain ... You are a man of iron..."
Cao Mang wiped away the tears. A light came on in his mind. It
was suddenly as if he understood the old captain, and understood
what he had said before.
He turned and looked for a long time at the Black Shark Sea ...
He looked at the boat on the shore, that brand spanking new boat.
No doubt it would be smashed to pieces by the ocean waves one day.
No doubt --- Cao Mang thought --- there would be a second and a
third boat!"
Old Uncle Seven carried Old Captain Ge on his back. He had his
younger son carry Cao Mang and told his older son to take the old
man's walking stick. Everyone else followed them as they walked
on forwards.
January 1984, in Tan City
* Born in 1956 in the small seaside
town of Longkou, Shangdong Province in Mainland China, Zhang
Wei spent his early years in a forested area in Shangdong Province.
Much under the influence of his family, he began writing at an early
age. He published his long poem "Visiting the Bugler" when he was
seventeen. In order to escape Ms family's political difficulties
he left home to wander the Shandong peninsula alone for many years.
In 1979 he was enrolled in the Chinese Department of Yantai Normal
Institute of Shangdong Province to study creative writing. Since
then he has published over seventy individual volumes of various
kinds of writings, including novels, poems, prose, and essays. A
conscientious and assiduous writer, Zhang Wei has shadings of strong
romanticism and idealism in addition to a nearly mystical affection
for nature.
In 1982 he won his first national literary prize. Since
then he has been awarded more than thirty important national and
international literary prizes. This has made him one of China's
most influential and most prominent authors, In 1987, while serving
as vice-chairman of the Shandong Writer's Association and vice-chairman
ofthe United Youth Association, Zhang Wei was appointed vice-mayor
of Longkou, the city of his birth. However, not long after that
Zhang Wei left the position of his own accord, and moved to live
in a small cottage on the outskirts of Longkou. He lived there with
his aged mother for over five years. During that time he submerged
himself primarily in writing September's Fable, a novel that has
significant impact on the Chinese literary scene. Concentrating
on writing, Zhang Wei has always been trying to avoid publicity
and associations. He rarely makes public appearances. Among the
heavyweight Chinese authors he is the one and perhaps the only "hermit."
But Zhang Wei has always been the focal point ofthe
Chinese literary scene. Virtually every three or four years since
1984 the Chinese literary circle would have a round of discussion
and debate over Zhang Wei and his writings. Given his importance,
it would be hard to imagine contemporary Chinese literature without
Zhang Wei.
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